where is my head?

Again...
Over and over and over again... all it takes is practice... then you will succeed...?
This is what I'm being fed as I begin my once-travelled journey once again.

this the most disguisting four-letter word... or should I say, the most disgusting four-letter abbreviation.
what does it prove anyways?
does it prove you're smart?
does it prove you'll make it to the end without going insane?
what does it test?
stamina and reasoning ability under pressure.
ah, really good qualities to have as a doctor, no?
but are you human?
a score too high might suggest otherwise.
a score too low might suggest an overabundance of "human" quailites.
like what?
succeptability to making mistakes.
but don't they say they want doctors that care about people?
the system suggests otherwise.
didn't you say you wanted a husband, and kids?
yes.
and you're going to do all that and be a doctor too?
it's all about perception and how you deal with things.
apparently.
so what are you waiting for?

k