remind me again about trust...

it's bizarre to think you can like so many things about a person, yet still know it all just doesn't work for you...
while it is late and I'm sure my brain is really only working half in english (this is what a Spanish term paper will do to you), and my fingers are having trouble finding the right keys, I have come to realize why my tempter has not succeeded...
my trust. he does not have it, nor deserve it, but it was my instinct that first told me this... I was just not able to pinpoint the exact reason why.
how can you even give him a chance? they say. he does not deserve you.
no, he doesn't, and I will not have him, and it cannot be a chance if the opportunity is not given. people think they know everything--leave me out of it all, I say.
The only truth in sight is-- he only wants to take. Some take, some give, some give more than take, some take more than give, and some take it all. with no remorse and no return.
to think I should offer a kind shoulder only to have it stolen or bruised or broken.
my mind's clear, but the sky is cloudy, and the water is polluted. don't jump in. you'll drown.
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